Unbearable Agony: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp sensation erupted behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with intense discomfort around a single eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually start with sudden, severe agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to organize life around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical records propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery that delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some individuals.
But consultant specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are managed with abortive therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a